This is kind of awkward..but?!

This is kind of awkward..but?

ok..so its been driving me crazy..everytime my boyfriend fingers me like it feels amazing but i cant ever enjoy it bc i always feel like i have to pee and it drives me crazy..I try to hold it bc i dont wanna ruin the moment..but i'm afraid to bc like 2 weeks ago it was to the point where I actually peed...just a tiny bit though..on his bed...i was mortified that he would get all freaked out..but it worked out fine bc he thought it was just like a big orgasm or something...but what can i do to stop this..I try peeing before..but no matte what I get the urge to go everytime he fingers me and its driving me crazy..why does this happen? and any suggestions on what either of us can ddo to prevent it?

Aww. Please dont think that the fluid is unrine! Whats happening is, you are actually ajaculating. Woman can 'come' aswell as men. I was horrified when i ejaculated for the first time, because i thought i wet myself bt you can see and smell the fluid and its nothing like unrine, its your own womanly fluid i swear, research it hun..Just let yourelf go and enjoy!!