Why cant I be normal?!
Question: Why cant I be normal?
Answers:
When fist reading your question - I thought it is one of those questions of people having some sort of 'wrong' social view . . . blah, that doesn't make sense... ignore that.
To come to my answer i would give you, that what you have, seems like something more deep, something that is caused by your mind. I would go to an psychiatrist, to get a professional opinion made on that - or by chance of luck - there may be a professional psychiatrist on here answering that question for you.
I am sure that you can be normal, there is a way to treat all kinds of phobias etc.
I gotta go - class change, I hope my answer helped you to some extend, and hopeful other people shall contribute some more.
mah brain
Yes, there is help. Sounds like OCD to me. See a psychiatrist there are meds for it.
try counseling?