Recovering from anorexia...?!

Recovering from anorexia...?

i want to recover from anorexia, really i do, but it is so hard/scary. everyday i try to eat more calories, but it just doesn't end up working out. now i am in a 1200 calorie rut. i cannot eat more. i was wondering if anyone had any ideas of how many calories to eat and when to eat them to try and even bump it up to 1300 or 1400 calories, then maybe it will become easier in the future to go even higher than that...thanks (and please don't just tell me to go eat ice cream, etc 1 - i want to do this the healthy way, and 2 - it isn't that easy...)

2 weeks ago
actually i was hospitalized for my low weight, so i could call myself anorexic (5"2 and 84 pounds)

EaT SOME FRIED GREASY FOODS THEN SOME DESSERT SOME GOOD GOOOD RICH CREAMY DESERT U WILL GET OVERR IT