Suffering with life?!

Suffering with life?

I don't know how much more i can take. I get severly depressed over not having a girlfriend in my life, not having friends, being ashamed to say i'm on disability when people ask where i work, never having anything to do, [though i love her] watching my autistic sister every weekday from 6 am to 4 pm [trust me it's alot of work!! [example: when she dosn't get her way she throws drinks, destroys the house ect.] , I can't stand my dad sometimes cause he kinda takes me for granted. My life sucks just put it that way. To top it off i might have some kind of beginning skin cancer on my arm. =( I pray but god dosn't seem to answer.

1 month ago
I go on aim to try to talk to someone and my dad actually dislikes it and basically calls me a sexual predator......but when theirs work to be done i'm an adult through and through.

1 month ago
Now i have to watch my sister with my dad tomorrow. ARRRRRRGGGGGG!!!

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