Best way to end life painlessly?!

Best way to end life painlessly?

No "talk to someone, see a doctor", been there, done that, hasn't worked

4 weeks ago
Have done medication, hasn't worked, has built up to this point in my life, not over any recent events, been hospitalized already, not really emo.

4 weeks ago
Also: I don't do the God thing.

There is no way to end life painlessly. None, nada, not a way. Gasping for air until your head feels like it is going to explode is what you are looking forward to. Feeling so hot that you are burning up yet dying one cell at a time. Dying is not pleasant and there is no easy, painless way. You are deceiving yourself if you consider it. So stop it.

It would be much, much easier for you to get help to deal with your hopelessness. It would certainly be a lot less painful for you. Go to the phone and call for help. Don't consider putting yourself through horrible torturing pain over a situation that can be remedied.

Someone, somewhere in the earth loves you. Do you have a mom? A child? Do you think they want you gone? Don't do this to them. You have the power to get help. Use it. Give yourself one more chance to feel better.