Help I am Depressed!?!
Question:
Help I am Depressed!?
In the bright light of morning,
All I see is a huge, black, endless hole.
I created it.
I must banish it.
The struggle sets in, as I lose to my thoughts.
Fat.
Ugly.
Rejected.
I wallow in my pit of misery, not letting anyone else in to suffer with me.....
This is how I feel every day. I think I am depressed but i'm not sure. I am only 12. 12 year olds are supposed to have fun. I have lots of friends and am always with them and stuff. It's just when I am alone I cry and cry. I'm not a cutter, I just scratch and bite my self. I'm not angry i'm just sad. I guess I have a good life.. but I just don't know!
Help!
Answers:
Im so sorry, but I can say that there is help out there. If you have one or two friends that you can really trust then tell them about this. I used to be just like you and I sometimes still go through it. I was ur age when I started feeling like I was worthless and I only seemed to look on the dark side of things. I cut myself and became anorexic because i thought i was fat and ugly. Eventually i got so bad that i tried to commit suicide, which is a horrible idea, dont ever do that. buti had to go to the hospital so then everyone knew what was going on with me. if you want to talk more i might be able to help. feel free to email me any time at kelida122@yahoo.com. seriously i am more than happy to help and since i dont know you, you can believe that i wont tell anyone about whats going on. feel better!