I dont understand..?!
Question:
I dont understand..?
Why do I feel so depressed, yet im only 15? I have a good life, loving parents, i attend a good school, yet when I was in fifth grade i lost my grandfather and it really impacted me. Could that possibly be it? the reason why im hurting so much? i always feel alone, as if no one understands, and ive turned to weed, pills, and alcohol. I want help but im scared to look in the mirror
Answers:
i lost my grandfather back in 2001 and i must admit, i'm 28 now and it's 2007 but i still have flashbacks of him and sometimes even cry still. death can certainly impact you, very much at that. it can cause a very severe depression that lasts for years, sucidle thoughts, isolating from friends and family, etc, etc. i use weed, pills and alcohol as well. try consider talking to a therapist, with good friends outside of therapy too. a lot of people understand, more than you may know. take care of yourself