Does this ever happen to you? I cant control my auto-suggestion abilities.?!

Does this ever happen to you? I cant control my auto-suggestion abilities.?

So here's the deal. A few years ago I found out that I can influence my body and my organism through thoughts. For example, if I think that a certain spot on my body hurts and I view the spot in my mind, that exact spot will immediately start hurting. Happily, it works vice versa, too. If I concentrate a little, I can make pain in my body or any other forms of unpleasant sensations go away or at least get reduced.

It's not a deep process of concentration or meditation as you might think. It's only a matter of thoughts. But what scares the hell out of me is that sometimes I have no control over this. If I hear about people that have diseases or any health problems, I automatically feel the same thing as they do. that's why I don't even watch the news anymore and I avoid getting in contact with any form of possible danger.

2 weeks ago
If I'm not clear enough, here are a few examples. If I hear or see things concerning eyes and sight I don't lose my sight, but I automatically see less clearly so basically my sight is altered. If I hear of things concerning respiration and lungs, my brain automatically connects the information to me and I can't breathe properly, as if there's weight on my chest. I also managed to change the rhythm of my heart, I can make it beat slower or harder/faster.
Once, I just happened to heard news about a man who broke his leg. I wasn't even paying attention to what they were saying on TV, but my leg started hurting immediately. I actually only heard what they were saying after my leg started hurting. So it's like my brain registers the situation before I do.

2 weeks ago
On the one hand, it's a positive ability because I can heal myself and influence myself positively. On the other hand, it's a nightmare. I mean try living with the idea that you can influence your heartbeat. That's like saying you can kill yourself at will. You don't even need to go out in order to face a situation that could endanger you or get you killed, you can just be killed by an inner power since you bear the gun inside of yourself. That's how I see it anyway.

Has this ever happened to any of you? If yes, how do you stop this process?

do you think that this is a gift that has been given to you so that you can intercede for others in ther healing. we all have gifts but weather we use them for the purpose given to us. We can find ourselves struggling to be rid of them, and only when we learn to accept the responsibility of them then can we have some control of them. No i don.t think that this happens to me at all. I would be surprised that it would to a lot of people. I have never heard anyone
talk about that ability.