When doctor places you in hospital after admitting suicide plan, fix self or kil!

When doctor places you in hospital after admitting suicide plan, fix self or kill self?

i know he was only fulfulling his duty of care, but it is very disturbing to watch the person you've laid your deepest secrets on for many years to lean over, pick up the phone, and book you into a public psych ward.
my family & i talked my way out after one night.
since then i stopped seeing him because i was lying about my mental health to maintain my liberty.
so i went to another shrink, to whom i lied about ever being in a loony bin...what a crappy situation indeed.
i have tried dozen types of meds - they all give me unbearble side effects. they don't fix the root problem anyway - lifelong depression and a decade of substance abuse (finally under control for ~2years). mainly i'm sad because i drove away all my friends & the girl i loved, and now i find myself deperately lonely+suicidal. kind things that kind people say have all turned into one monotonic platitude. you constantly hear: suicidal? get help, now! that 'help' consists of being drugged and locked up. fix or kill self?

Hey
I can be your friend. I know how you feel. I have been down this road also. I have no friends because of the same problem. I have abused drugs (Been clean form that a year and a half) I was on so many depression drugs it wasnt funny none of them helped. I cant keep a job. I have been suicidal, I used to lie to my shrink. Dude I know how you feel. I do have a wife and son but I feel they hate me. Its hard but hang in there do not even think about killing yourself