I have so many problems where do i start??!

I have so many problems where do i start??

right now i am going through a whole hell of a lot in life. i'm really really stressed; to the point my hair is falling out. i really need someone to talk to more than anything right now, but there's no one i can "lean on" b/c everyone's always leaning on me. i have been diagnosed with depression (several times) and i have also tried committing suicide before. i know how to realize now when i'm getting so stressed and i'm reaching out for help.
I am a 21 yr old student who had to grow up really quick so i could take care of my siblings, now they've grown up but i still provide for them. i'm facing legal issues (for something i really didn't do). of course all of my other problems lead to one really big one MONEY. so now i'm stuck and it's driving me insane. HELP! i need advice or someone to talk to. i know suicide is not the answer but it just seems so easy to do that rather than deal with all of this. (of course this is not ALL it''s just all i have space for)

1 week ago
the worse thing is....most of these things i am doing and it just doesn't get better. the hole i fall in gets deeper and deeper. and it's not just the Money. it's the whole situation. everyone coming to me with their problems and now i need help, no one is around. not even to talk to. so that's why i'm losing it. And i SO don't wanna be put on meds again. they make you so MUMMIFIED.

The school you go to has a councilor most likely. I suggest going to him/her right away! This is a good person to person start.

In life, the most valuable thing is HOPE. Please hang onto this very important aspect of life. Once hope is gone, there is no boundary between you and seeking death.

If you are a church going person, speak to your pastor/minister/priest or whom ever is in charge. This will help you sort out the problems. You only need to deal with one at a time. Write them down and priorities them then share the information with someone. Anothers eyes and ears can help you find the glitches in your priorities so you can be totally focused as you tackle them.

Money being your greatest issue is a warning sign to me. What should be your greatest issue is peace of mind. Money will come and go but sanity must be maintained, even in the lack of money.

There are government programs to help you, contact your local welfare office, and go to the library to find more info on financial aid for those in need.

Be pro-active. The effort will help you stay focused and on track.

Good luck hon.