How do you raise your confidence level?!

How do you raise your confidence level?

All my life I have had low self worth. I hate my appearance, not just one or two things but everything. There isnt one inch of my body that I find attractive, I disgust myself. My husband tells me I am beautiful but my self image has affected our relationship at times. It isnt just my appearance either, its everything. I dont see anything that I am good at and I dont feel like I really have any worth in anything I do, it has gotten so bad that in high school I used drugs to deal. I have noticed that I am always putting myself down in my head I call myself stupid and ugly and I never really noticed it until I started to realize that others around me never make comments about themselves the way I do. It even gets me angry when someone is attractive or confident, I feel jealous. I am not looking for attention or false complements I just want to hear advice on getting better. I am a christian so I am not big on mental meds but I really dont want to live the rest of my life feeling this way

Try accomplishing a goal. Confidence is all mental and probably has nothing to do with how big your boobs are, and if it does then you need to seek help.

As for your husband, you have to think about what you can do today that would make his life worth living and stop focusing on yourself all the time. Do you think all of your self pity makes his life better?

What does it matter if other people are pretty? Remember the 10th commandment and be grateful that you have a husband who thinks you're beautiful. isn't that enough for you?