do i suffer from depression?!
Question: Do i suffer from depression?
wow.. the story of my life is too long to post on this .. but im going to hit some important points of it.. i just turned 22 years old and ever since i was a little girl i always thought i was never important to anyone.. that no one cared about me and it didnt matter if i was alive or not.. when i was 14 i wanted to kill myself because i wasnt getting along with my mom and my bf wanted to leave me .. as i grew older i thought that all those feelings had gone away and just lately im doubting it... well recently(3 months ago) i became pregnant from my best friend which im in love with but cant be with because he has a gf, so we decided not to have the baby (please dont judge), there was a part of me that honestly didnt want to do it but i went thru with it anyways .. and this has changed my life forever, i feel unhappy, i sometimes think how it was so wrong and selfish of me to take my baby's life away .. i blame myself n cry myself to sleep... this whole situation is harder than i thought it would be.. i also think sometimes what if i would have kept it.. maybe it would have brought a little bit of happiness and joy to my life.. i know i may sound like a hypocrite for saying all of this but i honestly wish i havent had the abortion but now its too late :-( my bestfriend went about his life normally with his gf and we still talk and we are close but i feel like it doesnt hurt him as much as it hurts me .. also the fact that he has a gf and is living his life normally hurts .. i no longer want to care about none of this because it honestly isn't letting me live my life to the fullest or in peace and i want to find a way not to care about anything.. i no longer want to hurt for anything .. i'dont want to feel ... and idk if im suffer from depression ..please help :'(
Answers:
We can't tell you anything for sure -- you have to make an appointment with your physician and undergo a professional examination. If he/she determines you do, then you can discuss options like medications, natural remedies, and pursuing talk-therapy.