Do you think this is PRIDE?? please read this and help me as well?!
Question: Do you think this is PRIDE!?!? please read this and help me as well!?
hi to you!. if yer willing to answer and read this thankyou VERY much!. i know its boring to read someone else's story!. but i hope you still read!. thankyou:)
when i was in my first yr college i and my bestfriend became classmates because we wanted to be in the same class!.!. however things didn't turned out right!.!. i had a situation when i was in my 4th yr where i always act dumb and kinda stupid to make my friends laugh but am not like that!. not at all!. that's why i hate myself back when i was in 4th yr!.!.!. anyway, this bestfriend of mine know me as someone who has one word!. i mean when i say i don't like that!. i mean it!. i told her before i hate ppl who pretend to be someone just to get along with others!. however i ruined my reputation/pride when i was in 4th yr bcoz i ate what i said!. my bestfriend doesnt know what happened to me in 4th yr!. i hve changed!. because of what happened to me in 4th yr i became really sensitive with jokes when it comes to making fun of me!. ESPECIALLY my bestfriend who always look up to me!. i can't accept that she's better than me now!. i gave stupid reasons because i dont want to lose to her!. i know its immature but i dunno!.!.
our relationship is ruined because i was like that!. my pride is ruined because of that!. now i dunno if im depressed because of that too!. you think its my pride!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
when i was in my first yr college i and my bestfriend became classmates because we wanted to be in the same class!.!. however things didn't turned out right!.!. i had a situation when i was in my 4th yr where i always act dumb and kinda stupid to make my friends laugh but am not like that!. not at all!. that's why i hate myself back when i was in 4th yr!.!.!. anyway, this bestfriend of mine know me as someone who has one word!. i mean when i say i don't like that!. i mean it!. i told her before i hate ppl who pretend to be someone just to get along with others!. however i ruined my reputation/pride when i was in 4th yr bcoz i ate what i said!. my bestfriend doesnt know what happened to me in 4th yr!. i hve changed!. because of what happened to me in 4th yr i became really sensitive with jokes when it comes to making fun of me!. ESPECIALLY my bestfriend who always look up to me!. i can't accept that she's better than me now!. i gave stupid reasons because i dont want to lose to her!. i know its immature but i dunno!.!.
our relationship is ruined because i was like that!. my pride is ruined because of that!. now i dunno if im depressed because of that too!. you think its my pride!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
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its embarrassment, and they aint very good friends by the sound of it!. what happens in the past makes you who you are today, and the past is irrelevant!. i used to be not soo cool, but if anyone judges me on it now and the person i am today i just laugh at them, they need to grow up, you already did a long time ago!.
your friend sounds like maybe shes confused that you lied!. Never apologize for being who you are, and never lie!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
your friend sounds like maybe shes confused that you lied!. Never apologize for being who you are, and never lie!.Www@Answer-Health@Com