Do I need to get help?!
Question: Do I need to get help!?
I keep thinking about death/dying/suicide lately!. I've even come up with a plan to commit suicide, if I ever do!. See, the thing is, I really want to commit suicide, but I know I'm not going to!. So basically, I want to, but I don't want to!. I keep thinking bad thoughts about myself, and I insult myself!.
One more question, sort of!. My mom thinks there's something wrong with me because I don't want to do anything with my friends!. She said something like, "blah blah blah you have to ask your friends if they want to go do something blah blah blah!. You have other friends than just [leaving name out] blah blah blah!." Which was really stupid, because Because my friend says "we should totally hang out today!." Then I'll say uh!.!.!. sure, ok!.!.!. Then she'll call me after school but, she's just so annoying!. She never knows when to shut up, she doesn't listen, and sorry, but, she's a dumb blonde!. One day I wasn't at school!. Around 3:50, she called and asked me if I wanted to, "hang out today!." ThenWww@Answer-Health@Com
One more question, sort of!. My mom thinks there's something wrong with me because I don't want to do anything with my friends!. She said something like, "blah blah blah you have to ask your friends if they want to go do something blah blah blah!. You have other friends than just [leaving name out] blah blah blah!." Which was really stupid, because Because my friend says "we should totally hang out today!." Then I'll say uh!.!.!. sure, ok!.!.!. Then she'll call me after school but, she's just so annoying!. She never knows when to shut up, she doesn't listen, and sorry, but, she's a dumb blonde!. One day I wasn't at school!. Around 3:50, she called and asked me if I wanted to, "hang out today!." ThenWww@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
My dear, if your thoughts are drifting to thoughts of suicide, and not in an abstract sense but about how you would actually do it, you should talk to someone!. You can call a free suicide hotline, a kids helpline at a local hospital or a trusted adult friend, but you need to tell someone!. The bad thoughts and self-imposed insults can be a sign of depression!. There is a sort of relentless negativity that one feels while in this condition, but talk therapy can really help!. You need to find someone to talk to who will really understand what you are going through!. Sometimes when depression takes hold of us, it becomes hard to believe that life can become great again at some point in the future!. But it usually does, and you won't want to miss all the great things that are going to become of you! Please take some action today to find someone who understands you that you can talk to!. Do you know any older kids that you admire who could be there for you!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, utlize the suicide hotlines that are available to the troubled teens of this great nation!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Sorry to hear that you're so down, but suicide is never the answer no matter how attractive the option may be to you!. My mom was exactly the same with my older brother!. She was always telling him to get out of the house and do something other than sit around in front of the computer!. The fact of the matter is that your mother is only trying to help you to make more of an effort with social outlets eg your friends!. It may not seem like it now, but she does love you and it would break her heart if you took your own life!. It would probably break her heart just to know that you're thinking about it!.
Just tell her to stop calling when you're with friends and when she hassles you at home about not being with other friends, just tell her you don't feel like going out and that you're happy to stay at home!.
However bad things seem, life only gets better!. Ignore those insults that you're giving yourself and try to stop thinking about death, because it will only cause those closest to you, to feel such pain and loss!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Just tell her to stop calling when you're with friends and when she hassles you at home about not being with other friends, just tell her you don't feel like going out and that you're happy to stay at home!.
However bad things seem, life only gets better!. Ignore those insults that you're giving yourself and try to stop thinking about death, because it will only cause those closest to you, to feel such pain and loss!.Www@Answer-Health@Com