Help....i'm really confused!!?!
Question: i'm a 15 year old girl and i have asthma, deep depression, and problems with staying focused, remembering things, and energy.
i want to be able to get out of my room and do stuff with my family but i can't. i know that i'm lazy and i think i'm really stupid.. some people say i might have ADD, but i don't know. i get confused alot, and i have frequent mood swings. i get bored really easily, and have to do draw in order to listen carefully.
my hands also shake. they never stop, and i over dose on pain killers cuz my neck hurts all the time. i do go see a therapist every week but i seem to forget everything that she says.
also i have a contract that i signed saying i would cut myself, but i tend to get stressed easily and so i have to in order to calm myself. other times it's cuz i feel numb. i DON'T want to go to the hospital for this... i was going to be put in a rehab thing but i told my mom i would just freak out in there. i do have friends who care about me....can someone help?
Answers: i'm a 15 year old girl and i have asthma, deep depression, and problems with staying focused, remembering things, and energy.
i want to be able to get out of my room and do stuff with my family but i can't. i know that i'm lazy and i think i'm really stupid.. some people say i might have ADD, but i don't know. i get confused alot, and i have frequent mood swings. i get bored really easily, and have to do draw in order to listen carefully.
my hands also shake. they never stop, and i over dose on pain killers cuz my neck hurts all the time. i do go see a therapist every week but i seem to forget everything that she says.
also i have a contract that i signed saying i would cut myself, but i tend to get stressed easily and so i have to in order to calm myself. other times it's cuz i feel numb. i DON'T want to go to the hospital for this... i was going to be put in a rehab thing but i told my mom i would just freak out in there. i do have friends who care about me....can someone help?
Just go to a doctor really, it is the best you can do , believe me i have schizophrenia, you don't get put in mental homes unless you are dangerous or want to, i know it is scary, you imagine going to the doctor and him telling your mother to step out of the room and then him getting out two big burly men to strap you away for the rest of your life but its not. (that was my imagination before i saw the doctor) Believe me, you can get yourself a physciatrist, physcologist and if youre having real problems you can get a social worker. Believe me just go see a doctor. :)
attention needed..........*druggie* (no offence)
I think the best thing is to get the help you need. You can't get better until you admit you have a problem first.
Get tested for ADD. If you have it, getting med for it might make a big difference. Also, rehab might not be such a bad thing. Give some thought.
Your friends and family can help. you have had the courage to write in here and now maybe you can find the courage and trust to share it with them. They will have your best interests at heart and will never do something that will hurt you. Kiss.x
Are you being poisoned by someone? Has someone done something to you that you may have blocked and your body is fighting you to let it out, hope things get better for you, because if you have to live in secret your whole life it would be like living in a huge lie your whole life, god bless, and get well soon