Why do i wake up thinking about killing ppl who have wronged me?!
Question: ever moring around 2:00am i wake in a rage and want to kill a person because of something they did to me and I will pace up and down with heavy breathing and clenched fist holding back my screams so i do wake up grandma and mum. one night it go so bad i load my uncles glock and walked half way across town to where this person lived in a fit of rage and was chased by the police all this before school.
Answers: ever moring around 2:00am i wake in a rage and want to kill a person because of something they did to me and I will pace up and down with heavy breathing and clenched fist holding back my screams so i do wake up grandma and mum. one night it go so bad i load my uncles glock and walked half way across town to where this person lived in a fit of rage and was chased by the police all this before school.
whoa... thats what do we call inner rage... learn to forgive... and you may want to deliver some lesson to them wisely and appropriately... but not like you will be secntence to death... its TOTALLY not worthy (watch anger management to channel the way to manage anger)
go see a counselour and remove all weapons from the nearby area
Wish fulfillment dream! But, my friend, you need to get over it. You can. Consult an experienced Clinical Psychologist.
YOU need serious help.