I don't know what to do anymore.?!
Question: I don't know what to do anymore.?
Answers:
Keep your chin up!
Lots of girls go thought stuff like you are right now, and they get thorough it and have fabulous lives!
In a few years you will be out of the house and your mom won't be able to be nasty to you any more. She is mean to you because you are young and have your whole life ahead of you, and she has already made many mistakes. She is jealous of the open path you have ahead of you.
If church makes you feel better, fine keep going. But I would look for help in other places. Join a youth group of some sort, or you could also get a new hobby or learn something new. I have found that when you are feeling bad about yourself it is best to keep busy, and the more things you learn the more things you will have to feel proud of.
Only you can make yourself happy, remember that. You can't expect God or anyone else to take your happiness into their hands.
Everyone goes through trials in their life, it makes you stronger and makes you a better person if you get through them.
So ignore your mom, do your best not to think about your dad, find someone good to talk to (get in touch with a councilor or trusted older friend) and keep marching onward!
You can do it!
Get on the floor, Everybody walk to dinosaur!