How do i stop cutting now!!!!!!!!!!!!?!

How do i stop cutting now!!!!!!!!!!!!?

i just recently posted that i cut myself for the first time im 13 and i have been wanting to since i was 8. what the hell is wrong with me. i am homeschooled and i dont have many friends i cant go to any one especially my parents when i was cutting myself i did not bleed but i felt the pain and it made me feel better now al i am thinking about is getting a sharper tool and cutting. what the hell do i do?

1 month ago
please answer asap!!!!!!!

1 month ago
i cant trust anyone to go to i dont know what im going to do :( i just dont know i am one confused teen. i went to go to sleep and i sat there crying for like 10 min of what i did. i dont know

1 month ago
when i woke up this morning i woke u p and said was i dreaming? and i looked at my arm and i could see the marks but they are fading. i CANT tell my parents if i do that i get a one way ticket into a mental hospital. i did not know that cuting leads to infections...umm also the other thoughts i have been having since i was 8 is suicide and how happy the world will be if i wasnt alive :( im really scared i want to stop but thats all i keep thinking about is cutting and a sharper tool what is happening to me :( PLEASE REPLY SOON :(

tell your parents. if they choose to do nothing, call 911.