I know this is wrong..... Don't judge me... I need help?!

I know this is wrong..... Don't judge me... I need help?

Sometimes for no reason at all, I feel like murdering my cat. See, I've always wanted to murder a person, but you can't murder a person and hide it with out everyone getting all suspicous because that person is missing and a human body is hard to hide. Well, pets get ran over all the time. And no body would think anything of it if they saw a dead animal in a dumpster oppose to a human. What do I do?

you need to see a doctor about this, its not good to be thinking about stuff like this. go see youe doctor ASAP.