I can't go on any longer, please someone help?!

I can't go on any longer, please someone help?

I don't even know where to begin with everything that is seriously wrong in my life. Recent events would be that my father, who was my best friend, passed away over this past winter, when I was only 19. I got laid off at my job and the bills are stacking up, I have been dating my GF for over a year now and her father and 3 brothers show me no respect what-so-ever. I have tried everything, I don't do drugs or drink, I am a well respected active member in my community and alot of ppl I know like me. But her father feels the need to badmouth me about everything behind my back since we started dating, and now tonight he was attacking the fact that I wasn't catholic, but a lutheran. I can't take these feelings of hate any longer, I miss my father so much and it seems like there is no hope. I am scared to commit suicide, even though I am a strong believer, I fear being cast into hell. I don't know what to do, please

I don't know you, but I feel for you. Please click on my avatar, and it will direct you to my email and IM. Email me or IM me if you want to talk to someone. Buddy, it sounds to me that you really need to talk to SOMEONE!! I am available for you if you really need someone.

Otherwise, I suggest counseling, ASAP!!