I think that my depression comes from not doing what society dooes?!

I think that my depression comes from not doing what society dooes?

e.g. having kids at the age of you know 24 or 25. Work is ok but every time the weekend comes around I wake up feeling alone and depressed. My mum said that to have kids you have to have them for the right reason, altho alot of people fall pregnant unexpectantly. I know other people do other things and don't have to fall into the mould, but i seem to feel having kids is what I should be doing.or is it something else. I don't know how much longer I will survive.

Feeling this way, having kids is the last thing you should do. Since you are depressed to start with, that will most likely throw you into a worse one. Kids aren't there to make you feel better. You have to be healthy going into parenthood. Get some professional help, that would be a good start.