Am i sad please help?!

Am i sad please help?

ive been sat here all evening drinking wine by myself to get drunk to block out everything is that sad?

2 weeks ago
brenda i am depressed been on anti depressants for ages lost my mum nit that long ago im fine then all of a sudden i just go down hill

2 weeks ago
i had counsellijg for 6 ,omths nothing seems to help im fed up wit itall

what your doing is sad and you may very understandablly feel miserable but the best thing you could do is leave the wine alone for a few days and try to get a little help from friend or family or maybe even a counsellour cos i think you have a lot of stuff you need to say which will keep on upsetting you until you've told someone how your really feeling.
it's okay to feel upset but don't let it ruin your life.
good luck and i hope things pick up for you soon.