What should i do to balance my unstable mind and thinking which is destroying my!
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What should i do to balance my unstable mind and thinking which is destroying my life.plz help?
i was married 10 years ago to a very short and aged man.i was very nervous and suffered depression as i hated his appearence.. i couldnt accept this marriage and neither has the courage to divorce.in this dilemma i aborted pregnency.after an year iget adjusted and began to love him & try to conceive and undergone treatment but again tentions arised as my husband began to torture me for abortions.after that i all over again suffered depression and became confused regarding my marriage and its become difficult for me to accept it with all this difficulties.
we get separated after every fight for months & years.
i think that because of my unbalanced thinking i cant able to take any decision. when i live with him i feel that i cant able to led life with him and decide to divorce him but suddenly got frightened and change my decision.i dont have strength to take any bold step nor has the courage to perform all my duties as a wife and live with him.how can i overcome this cycle of thought
Answers:
that's v.sad listing all this....all this is happening becoz u r not satisfied with ur life...now u said u already divorceed him so I think u shud stop thinking abt him...start a fresh life.ZDo what u loved to do,go for a make over..pamper urself...meet new ppl & frnds..talk to them.or may be develop some hobby to relax ur mind.