I'm not suicidal but I can't help thinking about this--?!
Question: I'm not suicidal but I can't help thinking about this--?
Thanks!
ALSO:ALL ANSWERS are appreciated,BUT I do not want to hear that I should go to a 'counselor',I do not need a counselor,or a doctor,I have no desire to end my own life..so I really don't need that.
Answers:
Don't worry, deep down your family cares. You most likely have depression.
Just think about your friend, he wouldn't want you to die now would he? I think he has the best of wishes for you. Deep down your family really cares. Don't try to commit suicide again please, don't die. Ask your mom to take you to a doctor and tell her you think you have depression. Don't worry, it's all in your head. Try finding things to take your mind off of things. Listen to uplifting and upbeat music. Find your own talents and pleasures in life. For me, I love drawing, and manipulating things with my hands, like knitting, building, or writing. Find you own happiness. Just find ways to take your mind off of things. If you start to wonder suicidal thoughts quickly get a stress ball or something. Just find your own personal happiness. If you wonder about death and want to die, then just think about the friend and what he'd want for you.
Youre craving attention. Your thoughts on "what if i was dead" and romanticising about how people would finally care for you when you were dead are in all likelihood, you wishing that people cared for you more now.
If you are wondering about what happens when we die, I suggest you read the Bible. God wants you to have peace about dying. He sent His Son to die for you so that you could have eternal life. If you call on Him and ask Him to save you and come into your heart He will. Read John 3:16 and the book of Romans. You can know where you will go when you die for sure the book of 1 John tells us so. "For God so loved the world that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." John 3:16
What you need to stop doing is Dwelling in that thought! You have so much to live for!! Think of your ambitions, what do you want to do in life? If you haven't found that, DO IT! Life is the most precious thing you will ever own. Think about the future, and PRESENT TIME. If you die, you die. There is nothing more to it. So stop wasting time on nonsense things like that, AND START YOUR LIFE WITH A RENEWED CONFIDENCE! :DDD