Why do I do this to myself?!
Question: Why do I do this to myself?
Answers:
What you are saying you are really stuck and realised that it is best to stay on the
clean and narrow highway.
I really think that you are heading for a good permanent future but the waiting for the record to be sealed will have to be endured there is just no way out of it.
But after that..truck driving is a good occupation. It will support you one day when you want to start a family. Try to stay positive. Sometimes the law can work wonders as it did with you.
Best is as is to just go along with what ever you have to do and dont get disheartened untill the lights are on for you again as in when your record has beed sealed.
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Receive Jesus Christ in your life and you will do well.