I need help before I end up killing myself. I obsess about suicide 24/7?!

look please go speak to your dr about this obsession

hospital treatment may be your only option at this time

call a suicide helpline

you need help and do not know how to cope,a lot of ppl have been there and came out the other side

please dont let yourself give in to your obsession
call your dr now or the suicide helpline

best wishes

My question is why do you want to kill yourself. Deep down you know you don't want to you just want some advice you can relate to. If you can into my profile you can email me and tell me what is wrong. Suicide is usually sign that you feel you don't have any control over your life and that there is no solution to your problems you need to take control even if it a little bit at a time.

See a doctor, if you feel that suicide is imminant, request ECT (Electroconvulsive Therapy) it has a VERY high sucess rate with depression etc. it induces a mild seizure for 15sec to "reset" the brain.

You need to find someone to talk to about this or go to the hospital. Did the hospital put you into a psych hospital? You need to get help.

It you wanted to kill yourself you would have done it already, get medical health see a counsellor

If you are this unhappy and contemplating suicide then you need immediate help. I know how it feels to be embarrassed about going to hospital and having to deal with authority when it comes to a problem (drug addict for many years) So don't get them involved. Contact a neutral party and ask for help. If you feel you can go to your doctor then do as they'll be able to point you in the direction of counselling. alternatively contact help yourself. I phoned the samaritans a lot when i was at my lowest point (sorry, I'm not sure which country your from and therefore what help is available, however there will almost certainly be some sort of listening/counselling service available that you can just phone up and speak to.) and then they could recommend some good services to help you, etc. Its horrible having doctors and police involved because they're so clinical about it all. But do understand that this is because they have a job to do, it's not because they don't care as people. You need someone to listen to you on a sympathetic level. Good luck finding that.