im 15 and im very dressed and suicidal.please help?!


Question: Im 15 and im very dressed and suicidal.please help?
im 15, dressed, and suicidal. Im very dressed because my mom is pretty much dieing right in front of me. Shes very sick like shes always in bed and most of the time isn't eating for days on end. Doctors think shes a drug addict because shes always trying to get more pain killers for her body. (by the way her nerves are always hurting her and doctors don't know why). i cut myself everyday. for more than 4 years now this has been going on and ive tryed to kill myself 2 times but each time i stopped myself because my family would be to sad. i just want to die. i see no point in liveing anymore. i really want to die. ive seen and do everything that i can do. like have sex, drive, have a girlfriend, ive been to every state, ive gotten drunk, ive gotten high, everything that me PERSONALY can do and wanted to do. Ive been thinking about finaly killing myself and not stopping. ive been thinking about this for days now. but im still thinking about my family so please help me so that my family doesnt have to be sad about me jilling myself. so please help. and thank you for all your anwsers and P.S. i dont believe in god so no religous stuff please.. thank you.

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Hold on and have hope.
Right now your mum is trying to hold on to be there for you, but if you kill yourself then you're basically killing your mum too because she'll have nothing to live for.
Do you really want to do that to her?

Do you have someone to talk to?
Letting go and talking about your feelings really helps.
I go to therapy now because of self harm and I feel a lot more in control.
Now, I'm not saying you HAVE to go to therapy, cause you could find anyone to talk to.
Siblings, if you have any.
A really close friend.
Maybe a close relative like a cousin, uncle, grandma, etc.
Just find someone you would be comfortable with telling EVERYTHING.
Just no random strangers and not your mother.
If you tell her this, she'll feel horrible about herself and she'll feel like it's her fault you feel this way.
You don't want her to feel that, do you?

Just try to hold on and be strong.
You can make it through this.

If you ever need anyone to talk to, you can always email me through my Y!A profile.
You could also talk to me on my formspring:
http://formspring.me/DarkBeauty21

Please, hang on. You mean SO much to your friends and family, they could never forgive themselves if you killed yourself. I know life might seem bleak and hopeless and pointless sometimes, but you have to stay strong. There's so much to live for, so many opportunities out there for you to take.


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