lonliness+adolacense=sex addict psycho! :(?!

Okay, first...I'm 14 too so that's who I could probably read that (mostly). Your NOT a sex addict psycho. All 13 to 17 year old guys are VERY VERY interested in sex. It's actually good that you think about it, that means your a normal teenage guy. (I'm assuming your a guy). You probably miss the porn and maturbating, so you have to think about it instead of feel it and see it now to get that fill of it. I know alot of guys who are like that, don't worry. One guy kept looking down my shirt whenever it was low. So, yes, you are FINE. :) And those "friends" of yours, aren't really friends if they left you because you are a so called "perv". There is always the "perv" in every school. Ignore the ones who think you are, and try with every bit of you that you have to stop acting like a "perv". I doubt you are. Try talking to your male friends and ask them if they have those same feelings, even remotely. If they say yes, then say "well we r on the same boat, i'm just trying to get over the porn watching and i'm lonely...so I have a stronger feeling for it." they will probably understand if they are your true friends. I hope this helped! :) God bless!