Weird????????????????!
Question: ok i feel so weird.. i've been having this experience since i was 11.
and now i'm 13.
sometimes the world is against me..
i don't wanna go to school anymore.. i don't want to see peoples anymore..
i have my own world well it's kinda weird. i feel like i don't wanna go back to the reality coz sometimes it hurts me..
i love talking to myself or in front of the mirror.. i dont feel like it's normal. like i'm gonna watch something like a movie or a tv show then i'm like gonna talk bout it infront of the mirror.
whenever i'm listening in music even thiugh its hip hip or rnb or rap.. i'm just gonna cry for no reason..
my body is aching especially my heart
whenever i open a website then i'm going to exit it just makes me cry.. (weird)
i feel like nobody will understand this. whenever i tell this to my friends they'll just say there here for me.. and i'm getting sick of it..
i don't want anyone to see me anymore.. i feel like everybody critisize me..
what is this????
Answers: ok i feel so weird.. i've been having this experience since i was 11.
and now i'm 13.
sometimes the world is against me..
i don't wanna go to school anymore.. i don't want to see peoples anymore..
i have my own world well it's kinda weird. i feel like i don't wanna go back to the reality coz sometimes it hurts me..
i love talking to myself or in front of the mirror.. i dont feel like it's normal. like i'm gonna watch something like a movie or a tv show then i'm like gonna talk bout it infront of the mirror.
whenever i'm listening in music even thiugh its hip hip or rnb or rap.. i'm just gonna cry for no reason..
my body is aching especially my heart
whenever i open a website then i'm going to exit it just makes me cry.. (weird)
i feel like nobody will understand this. whenever i tell this to my friends they'll just say there here for me.. and i'm getting sick of it..
i don't want anyone to see me anymore.. i feel like everybody critisize me..
what is this????
Im 23 and although I can not relate to your situation 100% I feel we have some things in common. The part I cant relate to is the random crying. I can however understand everything else your saying. Often times at your age I felt the world was against me, I hated school and was never really social although I had a small group of really good friends.
To be honest, not much has changed. I still don't like going to parties, being around lots of people I'm unfamiliar with for extended periods of time, ect. One thing that has changed however is my love for school. You'll find college to be a 100% different from school as you currently know it.
"i have my own world well it's kinda weird. i feel like i don't wanna go back to the reality coz sometimes it hurts me..
i love talking to myself or in front of the mirror.. i dont feel like it's normal. like i'm gonna watch something like a movie or a tv show then i'm like gonna talk bout it infront of the mirror."
I still do this! I wish I could explain in to you, but I cant. I guess that just who we are. I really prefer to be alone most of the time, and with that time my mind is everywhere. I don't even listen to music in my car for example, I prefer the sound of my own thoughts. All I can say is your not alone and you'll find out later in life, who you are and how you think may become extremely beneficial. You may have the mind perfectly suitable to run your own business some day. Some people just cant stop thinking and others never seem to think at all.
As for everyone criticizing you, theres only one solution. Stop caring! It sounds stupid I know but in reality those that criticize only do so because of their own insecurities. I'm willing to bet most of that is all in your head though. Your in the most akward stage of life right now, youll find the answers your looking for in time.
I can relate.
Oh and you don't need pills your not crazy. Your mind is special, those drugs will take away some of your "problems" if you want to call them that but at what cost. If you really feel like talking to a professional, do so, just let them know you dont want pills. (If I'm right, you'll understand why later on in life).
Sounds like a psychological disorder...you need to have a visit with the psychiatrist.
just ask ur parents about it.. or go to a doctor to help u i think ur having a mental problem!
you need to speak to a doctor or someone how can give you some professional help.
from this i conclude that u have good insight. and u want to be just normal, my friend if u thonk like that u may be schizophrenic, or other psychatric illness, u have to treat ur self, as early as possible...
is there something you are afraid of or you must be afraid of people to criticize you? are you thinking that people around you are always talking about you?
well dont be afraid of them. be confident to yourself. nobody's perfect! so dont be afraid of their criticism!
Dude you are a lil me :) lol im 16 and i feel jsut about the same way... umm a lil diffrent YET close enough dude your normal lol many ppl are that way lol dude and i think its depression realyl wat u gotta do is get some kickapples music and ... mwahaha ooo wow i hate me really dude if u wanna have a good time and dont wanna be with ppl... GET world of warcraft lol mwahahhahah... really u willl love it and u can get friends on tehre like nothin its really REALLY fun and over 8 million ppl play it... i am a addict.... 35 days of game time.. over 800 hours lol REALLY you wil be accepted there lol its sad BUT really its a good place to talk to soem friends dude :)
http://www.worldofwarcraft.com/burningcr...
and your normal a lil depressed but we all get that way at times Dont let it get u down .... ooo and get some good music tho lol rap is emo stuff get Metal :) mwahaha Disturbed. System of a down. KoRn. lol aww man to much goodness :) good luck dude ... and no even tho it seems like everyone hates you as it seems to me at times too... they dont and dont worry about it you dotn have to be anything for anyone but yourself :) lol dont be depressed if someone is being a beach lol live your life for and leave them out of it... they have no reason to be in it
i have this aswell.
i have bi polar, adhd, add, ocd, and odd.
go get checked to see what you have =/
sounds like depression/anxiety. please see a doctor. talk to your parents or someone who can help you get to a doctor. the right kind of help can stop you from experiencing such torment. help the right people to help you through this.
go to a psychologist or counselor someone who can help because if you don't you may end up i a worse place than you are now you need help the fact that you asked us here means that you at the vary leas admit it i hope you can get the help u need
Being teenage is weird, your hormones and brain are all over the place. That's why drinking and drugs are a bad idea, they can make a weird situation weirder. (Well they may SEEM to help at the time but afterwards....).
I suggest that if you can cope with help from family of friends then this is normal, but if it affects your study or relationships or is frightening or makes you do bad things, then see a doctor quickly. If the doctor says you have a condition and prescribes a treatment, you can always check out what you have been given on Wikipedia or the BBC website or other proper sources of information. Some times medicine can have a side effects for some people and it's best to keep informed and talking to your doctor about it.
GET COUNSELING THIS CAN BE HELPED
You could be introverted, or it might be a social phobia.
Just don't take anything too hard, and make yourself stronger.