Whats wrong with me???!
Question: I dont sleep well because thoughts are constantly running through my mind, mainly worries and possible scenarios i could face. When i do sleep my dreams are very vivid and usually very disturbing. I dream mainly of sex and me performing violent acts, usually towards people i dislike. I am easily addicted to things like smoking cigarettes and sex and alcohol. I also slice my arms every now and then when im feeling a bit numb, i enjoy the feeling and the taste of blood excites me. Thats just to mention a few faults.
Answers: I dont sleep well because thoughts are constantly running through my mind, mainly worries and possible scenarios i could face. When i do sleep my dreams are very vivid and usually very disturbing. I dream mainly of sex and me performing violent acts, usually towards people i dislike. I am easily addicted to things like smoking cigarettes and sex and alcohol. I also slice my arms every now and then when im feeling a bit numb, i enjoy the feeling and the taste of blood excites me. Thats just to mention a few faults.
I don't mean to scare you, but that sounds like
a serious problem. As for the dreams, it could be
anxiety. You could be manic-depressive also.
Do you ever hear voices commandign you to
do things? If you do, it could be scizophrenia.
As for the violent acts, you may have an anger problem.
You may have an addictive personality (the drugs & alcohol).
Many people cut themselves for this reason:
they feel that the physical pain of cutting distracts
them from the emotional pain inside of them. Little
do they know, cutting doesn't make it any better. It
makes it worse. It leaves external as well as internal
scars, and you could die of blood loss or infection.
I'm no psychiatrist, so this isn't a professional
opinion, although I strongly recommend you get one.
It's never too late, and don't give up on yourself.
Go see a psychiatrist and get yourself straightened
out. Everything you mentioned here is treatable.
Just remember that life is the most valuable gift
on Earth. Never take yours, and never take anyone
else's. Every time you dream about doing violent
things to others, really try to snap back to reality.
(Think: what would happen if I truly did hurt this person?
I would get caught, go to jail, etc.)
Get some help.
Best of luck! =]
i know that you are playing on this site but if not . .. . seek professional help
I have times when this happens to me. It's usually when I am stressed about things. I don't dream of hurting people. In my dreams they are actually hurting me (and usually aren't people but monsters).
At any rate, try putting music or the radio on to try and distract your enough that you fall asleep. As far as the dream thing goes, you may want to see your Md if it's interfering with your sleep cycle. You may have to do a sleep study (where you go and they hook you up to machines and record what happens when you sleep). They help a lot.
take some friggen happy pills biotch!!