What would you do if there was people controlling your life but you didnt no who!
Question: they controled and dictated the way your life goes...they cxontroled what friends you could have...controlled any girls you could get involved with or controlled the type of girls that could associate with you.....i. e blonde girls were to stay away but black girls were encouraged to approach you...even though you didnt fancy or wernt attracted to black girls at all.....it was tough because that all you were allowed to have.
everybody was being told to wide birth you, avoid you......people who contacted you were ' vetted '....by the controllers.....any friends were hand picked......no blonde girls allowed....no redheads.....nothing of your preference basically.
it was being controlled so you didnt have a successfull life or that nothing went your way....couldnt successfully get a good job,...your movement was restricted....you had to stay in a certain area so you could be near the oppressors or watched..
how would you fight a conspiracy like this if you didnt no who was doing it ?
Answers: they controled and dictated the way your life goes...they cxontroled what friends you could have...controlled any girls you could get involved with or controlled the type of girls that could associate with you.....i. e blonde girls were to stay away but black girls were encouraged to approach you...even though you didnt fancy or wernt attracted to black girls at all.....it was tough because that all you were allowed to have.
everybody was being told to wide birth you, avoid you......people who contacted you were ' vetted '....by the controllers.....any friends were hand picked......no blonde girls allowed....no redheads.....nothing of your preference basically.
it was being controlled so you didnt have a successfull life or that nothing went your way....couldnt successfully get a good job,...your movement was restricted....you had to stay in a certain area so you could be near the oppressors or watched..
how would you fight a conspiracy like this if you didnt no who was doing it ?
You can only be controlled if you let them do it.
Have you just watched V for Vendetta?
You sound like you have paranoid schizophrenia. Please go see a doctor.
realisation is the first step to taking self control. dont look back face forward and live for yourself,worry less about the negative and only head toward the positive. controlling people do it to satisfy their own inhibitions.you are your own special person and embrace your willingness to move forward. smiles and good luckx
have you seeked medical advice i think you may need it
Are you being controlled by A PUPPET MASTER? Or are you just a nut case. What do you want to know the answer too? Or aren't you looking for an answer? I think you need to wake up and smell the coffee.
I am concerned that you have misunderstood your circumstances and are truly suffering. Such a complete control without any clues of who is behind it does not sound possible.
Why would so many conspire together to limit your freedom? Surely this is not the reality of your life but a deep, painful paranoia.
assumptions. ur assuming you cant fight an unseen enemy. I think you can. theres no such thing as a no win senerio dosnt mean you ll win. but dosnt mean youll lose either. you got to take your chances like everyone else in the world.
and whats with the perference you shouldnt judge a girl as a group but an individual "its an idividual type thing" go with the black girl that approches ya if she strikes your fancy theres bound to be one riggghhhthttt?
I suppose, in a day and age, such as the technologicaly advanced one in which we live in now, such a thing can indeed, be very easily possible.
Just to get a bit of perspective, consider, how much, or rather, the "great" deal of technology, that was required to put men on the moon.
Now consider two more things, firstly, that, that took place 38 years ago. Secondly, that technology has progressed in the "space age", at an incredibly fast pace. However, in the 38 yrs. since men on the moon, despite it's incredibly fast pace, technology has not advanced at a steady, multiplied rate, but rather, at a
"hyper-rediculous", astounding "compounded" rate.
I guess I was wrong, there is still, one more thing to consider.
The kinds of technologies, that are some of the one's, that would be required for "them" to do the kinds of things you have described above, are technologies that have not been developed, all the way since "men on the moon", but rather, all the way since "World War II" !
So now, if we are to consider, for arguements sake, of course, (being that for any other sake would automaticaly draw label's from the "herd's" of "herdlings" that love to feel so
"normaly", "intelligently" and "well informed-ingly",
"blissfuly ignorant" and "in-tugged-gently" into the massive "herd" of coersively persuaded "herdlings"), that what you have described, may indeed, be taking place. Then, we would have to conclude that, technologicaly speaking, it would certainly be possible.
However, if we were to consider whether or not such a thing can be taking place, "ethicaly" speaking.
Well then, you know, of course, that in a society such as our, "Inquiring minds don't wanna know",
"everything is sacred", "violence hating",
"incredibly polite", "rap-unseduced", society such as ours.
Not to mention, a government (no matter which administration) that wants and desires nothing more than to just humbley serve the "people", and have only "our" best intrests in mind, continualy.
Taking such indesputable(but totaly spittable) truths into
(a considerable amount of)consideration, we would most certainly,
without a doubt have to conclude(with too many a qualude) that this would "not" be possible.
Unless, your not willing to agree, that this is
"Unherd Of " !
It sounds like you are letting your demons take over. The only way to fight them is to do the opposite. You have a war going on inside you. Try talking to someone about this. I have a less severe case. I am also bpd. I always make sure I am not followed. I look behind me because it feels like someone is watching. I know I created this demon but I can't get rid of it. I feel as if I deserve something bad to happen so I am just waiting on it.
I have been through a similiar situation also, & I am osrry to say these people who are doing this are evil, & the only way to deal with them is ask God & the Holy Spirit to surround you & protect you from them.
Sounds like you're blaming everyone else for the negative parts of your life .While there is probably an element of truth to it you have to ultimately take responsibility.
While you continue with this sickening self-pity & have VICTIM written all over you, you'll find it impossible to have any friends at all. I think it's high time you bucked up your ideas & got on with something productive (like getting a job for starters).